This bowl represents an exploration of my relationship with my older brother. From childhood to adulthood, our relationship has changed greatly, heavily influenced by his development of a psychotic disorder in his early 20s. I’m still exploring what our relationship can hold now, as I move in between caretaker, case manager, parent, and sometimes still sister. It’s not what I thought it would be or what it used to be able to hold, but there are new possibilities, and there is still beauty.